Thank you for comments on the pics, however - as we know, our demons in our heads
are never ever satisfied. If I was truly happy there would be no reason for me to be here.
Today, I'm doing 500 cal diet.
Starting with an apple. 50.
But I have to say, I seem to have gotten lost somewhere on the way.
Swept up with all the wonderful determination and willpower that circles around
the blogs I follow and my followers.
My goal was never to lose as FAST as possible - but as much as possible even if it takes time.
I will keep a tight regime until New Year's Eve but after that I need to make adjusments.
I don't even know why I feel the need to make this statement other than I feel like a failure,
and feel like I let people down
So, now it is out there.
I guess I worry to much what people think about me.
Good thing is that once school starts again, I will lose crazy much, like always.
It gets dangerous, but it's the routine that keeps me to it.
Although, I'm not looking forward to it.
Today, I will go shopping.
I have no money to do so, but I will do it anyway.
After all the crap that went down right before Christmas, I feel like I owe BF and myself, to look my best.
It's a new year for us and we have a loooot of things to work on. BOTH OF US.
I'm determined.
Good luck my fellow bloggers!
And be good.
Bowl of buttermilk and cereal 120
1 1/2 small glass champagne 100
Half bowl of oatmeal 75
Egg white omelet 60
Veggie & Qourn file 1/4th of the bowl. - 70
475!!
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