Day 5

120 hours of fasting is completed. Day 6,  Here I come.

Thanks for all the wonderful support and comments.
Without you and without the feeling that I need to achieve something,
I would've failed on the second or even first day. That's a fact.

Yesterday I had diluted orange juice, decaf coffee, 2 Cups of vegetable broth.
I have to say, that I really and truly believe that the veggie-broth does the trick.
It contains salt and minerals, and even though 1/2 a block contains 15 cal, I really think it's OK.
It also fills me up pretty good.

I wish I could fast when I don't have school, but let's face it...school is always there.
And right now, I study at least 6 h a day outside of school and I still feel like I'm barely keeping afloat.
Not cool, I don't know what I am doing wrong but obviously it's something.

BF thought I was only fasting for 2 days and had a chock yesterday when I told him it was 7.
"You'll go eat right now!!" - Eeeh, let me think about that, no? Not when I've come this far and I know he's only worried about me. For good reason, but still.

Got my period yesterday. Wohoo. Had extreme pain last night. Took 6 painkillers, they don't seem to work any longer. It scares me because I can't do anything without that kind of pain. It's in the back usually and then the stomach gets really really swollen, but back has always been the main issue.

I've been bad. I keep sneaking on to BF's computer and deleting things I don't find appropriate, doesn't matter if I am on period or not, it's disgusting. Eeek. This has always been our main problem. But to not put a password on the computer is like leaving gold out among thieves...and it's only occasionally that the password request doesn't work. Like yesterday. Bha! I will stick to my ideals and as long as I don't try to have another talk with him...he let's it slide. Sorry, too much private info  - I know, but it's a thing that bothers me, so suck it up :P

Alrighty, another nice spring day in January.
Hope I can survive today. Period sucks, what good does it do anyway if I don't want kids. Ridiculous.